how could be lyk that ???

after school dismiss 2day, straightly go hospital for the leg check-up...
nothing happen on the way, and nothing happen in the processing...
report should take when the nurse call my dad...
so v could wait for it...

after that, go back home and take a warm water bathing~
nice man...
then deeply thinking of mine result...
WTF!!!!!!
all fail pls...
my best subject, GEOMETRY fail too...
and the miracle 1st time happen in front of me...
my chinese 1st time past !!!
is it have to celebrate for it ???
no!!!
all fail pls...
and 1st time i get 7 marks in ENGLISH HAND WRITING !!!
WTF!!!!
1st time ever i fail in english pls....
i have no fail for it when i born!!!!!!!!
really headache with my result~

and now, preparing to the exam that i absent!!!!!

2010年 5月 22日

2010年 5月 22日
今天是代数考，我也为了它准备了很多很多。。。
但一拿到考卷，前页有2/3不会做。。。
算了吧。。。
做会做的就好了。。。

下午。。。
原本要去医院的。。。
但是没有巴士。。。
所以我没去到。。。
下来，就去补习。。。
在补习当中，有种很不想补习的感觉。。。
补完习后，妈妈来接我。。。
说公公快不行了。。。
直接去医院。。。
到医院，看见他跟昨天没什么两样，就是心跳满了很多很多。。。
我尝试忍着，但眼泪最后都掉了下来。。。
自我5年纪以来，我再也没掉过眼泪。。。
但今天，我却掉了。。。
7.53分。。。
医生宣布公公正式死亡。。。

虽然考试也考，佛教的看法：人生不能避免生，老，病，死。。。
我很想看开他。。。
但我始终做不到。。。
平时很不正经的我，遇到什么事都笑得出，但这次，我办不到！！！ 
心里真的很痛很痛～

唯一可做的就是祝福他。。。

公公打从我出世以来就看着我长大。。。
现在走了真的舍不得。。。
还记得2年级时，他叫我绑鞋带。。。
还说警察的鞋就是那么绑的。。。
他时常替我绑鞋带。。。
但我都拒绝。。。
但现在，我很想你帮我绑鞋带。。。

公公，在天之灵，愿你安享晚年。。。

i have an answer !!!

好久没用华语打字了。。。
因为拼音真的很麻烦。。。
所以久久打一次啦。。。
因为有人懒的看英文。。。
=）

今天要讲的，body language 表达不出来。。。
因为答案在脑里面。。。
去年的年中，我开始注意到你了。。。
很多人都讲：“呃，那个蛮靓女的咧。。”
可是我总是按着良心讲哪里美哦？？？
但每次讲，我都一直在注意着他。。。
其实靓女不用讲出来，也不用看出来，平时的一举一动，我就被他打动了。。。
因为彼此的不认识
我一直提醒我自己我不喜欢他。。。
直到今年年头，
他来LS我，我才发现，原来他懂我是谁。。。
从那一刻开始，我更加的关心他的生活。。。
此时，由不得我不认我不喜欢他。。。
当时，不知何处传来，说我们两个正在恋爱当中。。。
口讲没有，但心里不知多高兴啊。。。
很多人都叫我去告白。。。
但是我没有。。。
坐我隔壁的宝仪，天天讲：“悲咯你，不敢告白，Sok Chun ark ???”
我并不是 sok chun， 而我是怕。。。
怕到最高境界。。。
我怕，跟他告白之后，他一句不接受。。。
可能连朋友都没得做。。。
因为他心目中的人选比非我也 。。。
而我不想干涉她的梦想，所以我让他自由发挥。。。
其实，做一个特别的朋友不更好吗？？？
只有酱，彼此的感情才不会散。。。
好过你一句话，让我死心塌地，永不翻身。。。
所以，你是我的朋友，是个我比较关心的朋友。。。
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2day,17 may 2010
WTF!!!
my class get stole phone & my cash was inside the losing list ???
WHAT THE F###

what are you doing ???

what the hell are you doin ???
losing 2-4 to celtics ????
WTF !!!!!!!!!!
Whr is your world LEBRON ???
Whr is your rules ???
stunned for a while when listening to this news......

exam coming soon lor...
promised myslef less using computer, but i don't commit it...

sometimes i vry admire myself...
morning keep on playing in the class...
even exam coming soon...
when the skul dismiss...
still can play around...
who can stop me ????

and last night...
a friend when i was born , he know me as well...
until 2day...
he never give up our relationship...
but he always made me suffer...
his name almost same as me...
he is mosquito,蚊子--->文哲
he follow me as well yesterday...
n kiss my hand, and gone away...
i hate MOSQUITO!!!!
tak bertanggungjawabnya...
after kissing straightly gone away...
what a fellow ???

what the hell, caught a cold again ???

ah qiu, ah qiu, ah qiu...
juz woke up early in the morning...
straightly sneezing for x time...
now still ah qiu-ing...

sucks 2day !!!

2day, real SUCKS!!!!!!

jumpshot ???
WTF....
EAR angle...
damn FXXX
10/54
haiz...
but, after it i don't ever jumpshot...
kaki mula sakit...
so just stand shot...

after it...
go wash-up at hostel...
n go MUTIARA take lunch...
beside of MAK MAK...
don't know what name...
me + yong hao...
i slept when v r waiting the food coming soon...
haha~
really tired pls !!!
n get in bus...
still sleeping oso....

2day 1 word----> TIRED

2010 may 2th

the sun is hot, my heart is cold...
2day, the day i can't escape to listen the doc wordy on me...
Mr.Liew Jr ah, awak jangan bemain begitu banyak bola tau ???
kalau keep on macam ni o, condition kamu tak boleh recover as the date...
wah, his word rojaknya...

n the things what i predict all become the truth...
do the x-ray, muscle check-up, and asked a lot of question...
then take medicine....

OK, fine the god want me to rest, i could do for it...
so stop running fast as b4, and training would be softer ....
n take medicine when training.....

after it go take lunch at aman puri...
forget the restaurant names, but the things i could recognized is the menu...
juz got 3 food ...
清汤板面，干酪板面，瓦煲板面。。。
that's all...
then i ordered a 瓦煲板面...
very nice...
i love the taste...
then ordered a strawberry banana ...
nice too...

after it , go home by the time...
then went to a phone shop....
n buy a new fone !!!!!!!!!!!!!


















fone's cover only...
^^v

what things breaking our relationship ???

what is the matter with you ??
nearly chat with you, you indifferent...
are you in bad mood ???
but you don't tell it ...
i wan care of you...
juz as u care of me...
this is normal right ???
how come u perfunctory to me ???
u noe i can't sleep well when u starting been cold to me...
i really want to noe what are u thinking now...
can v repair our relationship ???
result depend on your decision~~~















2morow goin back to visit the HOSPITAL SELAYANG...
what a....
maybe x-ray again...
muscle testing ...
holiday sienz pls...
nothing to do ...